i will miss my families too..

when i said i don wan 2 go bak in this week,
my frend said im not filial,
actually, im not.
i will love my families too,
and i also will buy the things that my famlies like if i saw it.
mayb the way that i love my families r difference that others,
i wont directly let my families know my feeling,
i feel shy 2 let them know,
and that's y,
my relationship wif my families are not good.
nowadays i always stay at outside,
but i will still having the dinner wif my families on sunday,
eventhough my frend wan 2 eat wif me,
this is the only way(for me) that wont make the relationship worse.