Wednesday, March 30, 2005

a girl..

i hv always try 2 treat her good, i will do anything that she like for her, find out the thing that she cant find for her, but don know y, i always make her angry 2 me, it's due of my behavior, or it's other reason? i know we r impossible 2 start our love relationship, so i jz wan 2 be her best frend, this is my only wishes b4 i graduated from NEC, is it very greedy?

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Abot myself...

If you are not close to me, i will choose to be silence to you.For the friends that already close with me, they will found that i am very crazy, funny and sometimes humour. I am always bringing the fun to my friends. For some friends that do not like my attitude, they will think that i am very bad, always hurt them by words, but actually i am not serious and just joking with them.
I cannot always stay at home, i will feel bored if i sat at home whole a day, i will find my friends go out to play snooker or eat together. Besides this, many of my freinds are girl, i do not know why, i can talk a lot to girl's friends but always do not know what to say with guys. Although i have a lot of girl's friends, but i am still avaiable, i do not have girl friend, and i have never have girl friend too, just have a lot of girl's best friends. Feel quite sad on it.

My interest in media

Before i choose Media Studies Programme in New Era College, i have thought to take the course of film production, i have gone to many colleges to ask, but after it, i found that the college that provide film production course, the tuition fee are very expensive, or not, the college are looking like very old and "full of history".
Maybe you will curious, why i have interested on those course but i am still chose to study in New Era College, of cause, after graduate, i have thought to study in oversea to continue my dream, in this college, i can choose to study the subject of film production, i can learn something in Malaysia, later if i really can study film production course, at least i have the basic, i will not feel difficult in the future.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

welcome 2 my blog..

喉咙哽住眼泪流下来眼前的消失了不能说什么
我好像连喊住一点点远去的你抓住你的力量都没有
早已被撕碎散发腐烂变成没用的心一次也不能让你微笑了
我已经到了疯狂的边缘
不要回头看我,不要转身,你跑开后就会忘记我生活着
远远地,再远远地,从我身边远远地逃亡去这样没出息的我,这样不足的我,或许你应该离开愚蠢的我
不要记忆不要回忆,倒不如孤独那样死去
说过得好吗,说对不起,说要幸福, 如果你想离开我宁愿就让我在这里死去不知道没有你我会一天一天消亡吗,难道你也不知道吗?
已经不能回去我那么像你该怎么办,到底要怎样 为什么你想离开我,为什么不要回头看我,不要转身,你跑开后就会忘记我生活着
远远地,再远远地,从我身边远远地逃亡去这样没出息的我,这样不足的我,或许你应该离开愚蠢的我不要记忆不要回忆,倒不如孤独那样死去
不要回头看我,不要转身,你跑开后就会忘记我生活着 远远地,再远远地,从我身边远远地逃亡去这样没出息的我,这样不足的我,或许你应该离开愚蠢的我 不要记忆不要回忆,倒不如孤独那样死去