i like film maker, but..

i like film maker,
but i do not like 2 study it,
i jz like 2 take the DV and shoot the anything that i like(although i don own 1)..
b4 i enter into NEC,
i will persist to study it,
but the tuition fee is quite expensive,
n i don sure whether i hv the future o not.
my frend said,
jz only pay RM200 n u can learn it,
y don wan?
this question,
i think it's not only the problem of RM200,
it's also included the changing of my heart.
i hv no more mood 2 learn for it,
but i will still like 2 shoot the video,
if possible,
i will buy a DV,
but it's not now..